Gebran Bassil – our esteemed minister of Foreign Affairs and Immigrants – wants to change the name of the ministry he is heading from that dealing with Immigrant affairs, to – what I would assume translates as: Ministry of Foreign Affairs and the Diaspora. In Arabic, the change goes from Meghterbin to Mountashirin.
The change, it seems, is Bassil’s attempt – in his ever lasting effort to gain a parliament seat in my home district (which he will get with this freak of an electoral law they’ve come up with) – to indicate to us, Lebanon’s immigrants at large, that our identity is Lebanese.
As if we have forgotten.
We may have left the country, dear sir, but the attempt to wash away the very hard decision of us deciding to pack up everything and leave will not be accepted. The mere fact that you think I need to be reminded of my Lebanese identity is insulting.
I have not forgotten that I have not seen my parents in months. I have not forgotten that I couldn’t be next to my grandfather as he drew his dying breath. I have not forgotten that I am missing out on Celine and Yasmina growing up. I have not forgotten that I have not seen my best friends and have not been in their lives for almost a year.
I have not forgotten that I will be missing out on Celine and Simon’s baptisms. I have not forgotten that I haven’t hugged my grandmothers in what feels like an eternity. I have not forgotten that I haven’t seen my brothers in months either.
And yet, here we are.
What makes me Lebanese is them. It’s what I’ve left behind and I remember every single day of being ten thousand miles away, as I get glimpses of what I’ve left behind over WhatsApp voice messages.
No, you do not get to sugar coat me being away from home.
I have also not forgotten the country you and your friends made me leave. In the time I’ve been here, America has offered me more – and I’m not even their citizen – than what my own government has in over twenty seven years of being its citizen.
America has offered me well-paved roads. You haven’t.
America has offered me a well-paying job. You haven’t.
America has offered me fast internet, water that doesn’t die off on me, electricity that I can rely on, gas that doesn’t break the bank to buy, accessibility that cannot be replaced, and prosperity that cannot be priced.
America has offered me a place in which I can build my own home, without worrying about tomorrow might bring. You haven’t.
What have you offered?
You’ve offered a country where everyone has a militia, where you don’t succeed based on your qualifications but based on who you know, where half of people my age are struggling to find a job, where corruption is our modus operandi, where the most basic of human requirements are not provided to me.
But please, do remind me that I’m Lebanese. Remind me of how I can’t go on vacation anywhere without needing two hundred and fifty different pieces of paper to have them consider me for a visa. Remind me of how you and your friends have turned the country’s reputation into a shithole. Remind me of all that baggage that I’ve willingly left behind – just because you need my vote, I suppose.
You think we wanted to leave. No one wants to leave their home, and everything that they’ve known their whole life. But you’ve made me do so.
I have not forgotten why I left. I thank the heavens each day that I took that decision. And it won’t really matter what you name your little useless ministry, at least for me.
Come April 29th, Lebanon’s voting immigrants – please choose wisely. And on May 6th, I hope the Lebanese populace back home remembers that their sons and daughters are immigrating for a reason.
Ya Zabboura 7ell 3anna! La wen le7e2na ba3ed?!
This post should be placed at the entrance of every Lebanese embassy around the world for all moughtarebin to see and read. Minister Bassil can boast little achievements that he’s done for his country (plenty for his personal gain). So now he offers this stupid, ill-conceived idea to show that he’s done something.
What a bozo! Ya 7aram ya Lebnan 3ala heik zou3ama2!
What deprives every Lebanese of coming back is so much hate.
Instead of being upset over a name change, try to contribute to build a nation that was destroyed by years of civil war. If we all do this small step, one day, we will overcome this miserable situation.
Spreading hate and false information won’t help Lebanese immigrants or Lebanon.
What hate is this blog spreading, Joseph? Can you be specific? The writer is not upset about the mere name change. Have a little more imagination!
No, we will never forget the country nor why we left it.
Thanks for this
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